Monday, February 22, 2010

UNTIL I GET OVER HIM...

It was 11:31pm, I’m not yet done doing my report. And I am not yet on my mood to do such business... I am all alone here in the den listening to Japanese songs...


A blank moment... Feeling empty and dull not until I saw the chocolate given to me this morning by someone so as to remind me that happy moments went throughout this day.


Niece visit in Cuenca... Joyride in Batangas City... Pizzahut galore in SM Batangas... Makro and Wilcon Depot appliance shopping... Back in Cuenca and then Starbucks refreshments in Lipa...a clammy day and a very tiring day, isn’t it? It can’t be paid of because I’m with my whole family.


I should be very happy but what is this instead!


Cuenca...


Damn!


It can’t be... I try to escape from the reality that I am into him. I am over him, we’re finished. BUT it was just a thought.


“I can still feel the pain every time I saw you or every time I hear your name. Sometimes, I was thinking why am I hurt this way? I am not either upright to this means because from the very start, I dropped you down and we never be.”


Words I want to utter headed for him...


It was three months exactly from this day, Febuary 22, 2010 when I assumed that I like him, not long enough to say I already LOVE him...


I need someone who ails the same way I feel until I get over him...


How can I do to get rid him off my life when he is giving me more reasons to like him... what more can I say if what I am thinking is all against to what my heart is up beating??


I am feeling lost and don't know what to do....


Just give me ONE reason to HATE YOU!!


Only one reason is enough...


DORMANT TO VIGOROUS


After a long break of not writing and making an entry to my blogsite, here I am again Blogmates...

Another heart breaking and more corny entries will be read from your monitor screen...



And yes! I want your comments...